單爸吉他朽木琵琶

天色淡淡的，像濛濛的毛玻璃，蕭瑟的芒草花，微翠的遠山，一隻夜鷺孤獨的飛過。近午十點三刻，下不下雨都無所謂的時候。

對生命的憧憬悄然的被年歲的眾聲喧嘩所淹沒，在前一個客戶飛往東京，下一個客戶飛往紐約的途中，騰出一個空閒，走在山窪的湖畔小徑，回首黎明破曉與落日餘暉之間。

僅僅一首輕歌，挑起數不清的對白，我仍舊見得，在這汜水湖畔，妳反復地看我的手指，數著一共有幾個指紋是螺形的，幾個是畚箕。幾年後讀張愛玲的小說時，妳已離去，而我方知當時妳所尋的漩渦。

戒酒以後，終日忙於解開凡事的糾結，有很長的一段日子，晚寐，厭煩熱鬧，無言以對的守著一屋子的孤寂，漸漸的不再耽溺憂鳴的情歌，帶著一整天的倦累入睡，作息越來越規矩，不見四季無視落日晨暉。

冷靜理性，讓自己習慣了摩卡的味道，一隻夜鷺孤獨的飛過，雨淋濕的下午，錯過了買咖啡豆的小巷，我啜著二合一的曼特林，滿足了奢望焦味的味蕾，心的傷悲，還有停止已久的書寫。

生命屢有錯筆，留下幾句缺憾，竟是為了讓來去匆忙，不斷重複的日子裡，能有空間修飾平仄，沒有結局而更抑揚頓挫。而念思之情，酒落之韻何曾離去？只是消沈。

Jason 音樂筆記

當感覺生命中不再有痛徹心扉的機會，只能任悲傷緩緩流出，如詩般的‧‧‧

總之，這把年紀的男人，還能愛情片裡哭，是件享受的事。

Daydream Delusion, limousine eyelash.

Oh baby with your pretty face.

Drop a tear in my wineglass.

Look at those big eyes.

See what you mean to me.

Sweet-cakes and milkshakes.

I'm a delusion angle. I'm a fantasy parade.

I want you to know what I think.

Don't want you to guess anymore.

You have no idea where I came from.

We have no idea where we're going.

Lodged in life, like branches in the river.

Flowing downstream, caught in the current.

I'll carry you. You'll carry me. That's how it could be.

Don't you know me by now?

浸入白日夢的幻覺，眨動了密長的睫毛

哦 親愛的，滑過妳美麗的臉龐

在我的酒杯裡，墜入一滴清淚

凝視妳純淨的雙眸

了然了，妳是我生命中的意義

彷彿奶昔在蛋糕的甜美交融

我像那恍惚中浮現的天使

在夢幻中游弋飄蕩

怎能在看妳芳心自轉

卻如何才能兩情相悅

不知曉我來自何方

更不知那裡才是我的歸宿

只管擁抱生活

就像溪流終要匯入江河

馳灑而下，隨波逐流

妳心中有我，我心中有妳

本該如此

可知我心？

終知我心。（電影：愛在黎明破曉時詩句）

A Waltz for a Night (Julie Delpy ──愛在巴黎日落時)

Let me sing you a waltz

Out of nowhere, out of my thoughts

Let me sing you a waltz

About this one night stand

You were for me that night

Everything I always dreamt of in life

But now you're gone

You are far gone

All the way to your island of rain

It was for you just a one night thing

But you were much more to me

Just so you know

I hear rumors about you

About all the bad things you do

But when we were together alone

You didn't seem like a player at all

I don't care what they say

I know what you meant for me that day

I just wanted another try

I just wanted another night

Even if it doesn't seem quite right

You meant for me much more

Than anyone I've met before

One single night with you little Jesse

Is worth a thousand with anybody

I have no bitterness, my sweet

I'll never forget this one night thing

Even tomorrow, another arms

My heart will stay yours until I die

Let me sing you a waltz

Out of nowhere, out of my blues

Let me sing you a waltz

About this lovely one night stand