我消失了,
消失在,陳凱歌的【梅蘭芳】電影;
消失在,Bob Dylan 沙啞演唱詩化的歌中;;
消失在,Santana 拉丁節奏襯底得搖曳吉他聲裡。
從這些原本我期待出現的場合消失不見蹤影,
全因〝工作忙碌〞這個藉口。
晚餐後再出門接續著工作
返家後淋浴時洗不掉一臉倦容
而我又不甘
在睡前,獨自走著
走過,沈從文的【邊城】
走進,陶淵明的田園
走入,曹操的短歌,
走著,走著,入夢了;
所幸,夢境大多閑適
偶爾,夢話讚嘆:『好大的氣魄!』
偶爾,夢像故事般有時間序的走,走入了魯迅的小說,看著一幕幕發生的情節,然後,帶來訕笑卻也羞赧的感覺。無奈,夢中所發生的事與中午吃自助餐時看的電視新聞相去不多。
有天中午客戶更改了約好的時間,臨時得知有大半天的空閒,忽然好想老友。
煮一壺武夷老茶,沸騰的煙霧裏響著話語:『這玉蘭種的武夷,有青茶的喉韻,紅茶的香氣。』
茶的好滋味,大半來自分享〝私藏〞。
老友亦然。所謂知己,互傾心底話的真摯。
晃著茶碗,琥珀色的茶湯平靜後映著自己,
頭髮白了很多,眼神流瀉著 Stevie Wonder 《Lately》的情愫。
這大半個月
話說的太多,字寫的太少而潦草,
櫻紅柳綠的春天在書裏,
只因
近來日子太匆匆。
《這張照片是 陳淑 君小姐拍攝登在【親子生活雜誌】上的照片,我很喜歡,有種中年男子的慈祥》
音樂:Lately,
演唱:Stevie Wonder 詞曲:Stevie Wonder
Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing you's been hanging
'round my mind
Far more frequently you're wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon
You don't know, never know
Well, I'm a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
ause they always start to cry
ause this time could mean goodbye
Lately I've been staring in the mirror
Very slowly picking me apart
Trying to tell myself I have no reason
with your heart
Just the other night while you were sleeping
I vaguely heard you whisper someone's name
But when I ask you of the thoughts your keeping
You just say nothing's changed
Well, I'm a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
ause they always start to cry
ause this time could mean goodbye, goodbye
Oh, I'm a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
ause they always start to cry
ause this time could mean goodbye